Until Recently

I havent cried at night for about a month or so now. I was actually sleeping better to.

Idk what it was but, ive felt like wanting to cry, even just a little. Maybe it would help me start sleeping better again too.

Whatever it was... Life still sucks =/
HangingTree HangingTree
18-21, M
4 Responses Feb 28, 2010

I did apologize. But, I did it a little to late. Things, in a sense, grew out of hand, and I didn't realize it yet. By the time I did, it was too late. I just hope, It can slowly go back to old times, some how.<br />
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By the time I realized what i said to my other friend, I felt like such an *******, a ***** for saying it all. Now she doesn't want to talk to me. And what I said, made me feel sick.

Well.. The one friend doesn't want to talk now, because of something I said. The other, I just started talking to tonight, after not directly talking to them for about 4-5months.<br />
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God, I feel like an ***...

I think I know what is really going on... Just depends how I act on it, and what I do about it. I've already tried talking to one friend about this, to start or apologize. But other other, I said something, and now doesnt want to talk to me. ><

Letting them out, does help some....<br />
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I just don't know what started bothering me to cause me to start not sleeping again...