It Takes the Slightest Thing

I'm finding it so hard to stay on top of the feelings I carry with me. When I see some thing happy I cry, because I don't feel that way and it hurts so much. My days have turned into hit and run excercises because its just too much. i can't understand it and yet its all i think of.

Some weeks ago it was my birthday, and I found myself buying a washing-machine, I just broke down and cried when I realised it was the highlight of my day.

cohen cohen
26-30, M
Apr 27, 2007