I Wait.....

I think about where you are and I cry. I'm not sure completely why. I know you can care for yourself most of the time, but who cares for you when your health is down and there is no one around to help you. Here I am..... just here thinking of you. You won't let me see. You don't want me to come. I only want to help you, but you want to wait until your well. What would I do, if I waited too long to just say no and come anyway. I hope I never have to know that truth.

theredlady theredlady
41-45, F
9 Responses Feb 23, 2010

yes! as a matter of fact I posted it on a blog once... It should still be there. As a matter of fact the friend I refer to in this post is someone I met here. I believe in all my friends here. They have all saved me on more than one occasion.

really? that is why I love EP b/c i can believe on here. so many people say it but are they really real? someone to save me....ever listen to that song from Evanesence....Bring Me To Life....<br />
<br />
how can you see into my eyes like open doors<br />
leading you down into my core<br />
where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold<br />
until you find it there and lead it back home<br />
<br />
(Wake me up)<br />
Wake me up inside<br />
(I can’t wake up)<br />
Wake me up inside<br />
(Save me)<br />
call my name and save me from the dark<br />
(Wake me up)<br />
bid my blood to run<br />
(I can’t wake up)<br />
before I come undone<br />
(Save me)<br />
save me from the nothing I’ve become<br />
<br />
now that I know what I’m without<br />
you can't just leave me<br />
breathe into me and make me real<br />
bring me to life<br />
<br />
(Wake me up)<br />
Wake me up inside<br />
(I can’t wake up)<br />
Wake me up inside<br />
(Save me)<br />
call my name and save me from the dark<br />
(Wake me up)<br />
bid my blood to run<br />
(I can’t wake up)<br />
before I come undone<br />
(Save me)<br />
save me from the nothing I’ve become<br />
<br />
Bring me to life<br />
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)<br />
Bring me to life<br />
<br />
frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead<br />
<br />
all this time I can't believe I couldn't see<br />
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me<br />
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems<br />
got to open my eyes to everything<br />
without a thought without a voice without a soul<br />
don't let me die here<br />
there must be something more<br />
bring me to life<br />
<br />
(Wake me up)<br />
Wake me up inside<br />
(I can’t wake up)<br />
Wake me up inside<br />
(Save me)<br />
call my name and save me from the dark<br />
(Wake me up)<br />
bid my blood to run<br />
(I can’t wake up)<br />
before I come undone<br />
(Save me)<br />
save me from the nothing I’ve become<br />
<br />
(Bring me to life)<br />
I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside<br />
(Bring me to life)

I believe you do... we all do somewhere.. just open your arms and let them in. :)

WOW this is me and hoping I have a friend like you.

Hi LV! I hope they do to. He's such a good person and deserves a better life than he has.<br />
<br />
Kyubelle, I hope you find a way to resolve your situation too. It's so hard to have to feel this way. I wish I could give you a solution

that is how i am feeling right now..guhhh...

Aw! It's really hard,<br />
<br />
I totally understand how it feels when you can't do anything about important things in your life,<br />
<br />
you have to wait and there is nothing you can do.<br />
<br />
I am sorry that you are trapped in fate,<br />
<br />
I hope things pan out

Yeah, it pretty much sucks.....

Wow! Red, you have no idea how much I relate to this one today. It's a very hard position to be in isn't it?