Will You Come If I Call?
Posted September 13th, 2009 at 1:38AM
As I lay my head down, You say, "will you come ove and hold me if I call you. Will you come over and make me and the baby feel safe if I call. Will you still be my friend. Can I still count on you for that."
This past year has been verbal and physical abuse day in and day out. I can in all honesty say that I suffer from some kind of physical or verbal abuse 5 days out a week. It has been constatn for a year. You hold stuff over my head and say we should have never have been yet you use my and my parents resources with out reserve. My friends that now how you are treating me are right i think. If my mom and dad knew what was going on itd be over. It so sad sometimes to see them pray for you. You are so bitter and callous. Tomorrow you'll wake up like nothing you said even mattered and expect all smiles and breakfast. You have no idea what your doing to me. I almost dont want you to know because you feed off of my hurt. Comon sense is screaming...let her go. Have another baby with her...are you fking crazy?!? Why do I want things to work out. Is it for me? Is it a guilt thing for my son? Duty? Shame? Im so hurt and torn. And I sit there and take your abuse night after night just so I can lay close to my son.
You want to start over for you not him. Leave me my son and go be all that you wanted, those things you say i held you back from. The things you say never happened because I ruined your life. Im his father you cant take that away form me yet i know youlll teach him to hate me. It's your way.
Im so distrought and torn. My heart says bit the bullet. You can take it. Its all for the baby. Common sense says this chick will drive me to suicide.
Once someon told me she didnt deserve to have my baby. They were right.
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PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!! take your son n leave her r make her go, if she is like that to u, she may very well turn on that child, u n him dont deserve that cruel treatment
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She will will in court. Your right, I believe she'll turn on my son if she can't make him a mini-her and have him hate me as much as she does. She's so good with him and yet with the same breath curses the day we met. And still she wants another one so he doesn't grow up an only child. I know what common sense says as I've seen the writting on the wall but I just am so caught in the middle and meanwhile the abuse either (lately) has become very lite to extremely hostile. Honor says suffer for your son. On the other hand, self preservation doesn't really say much (if you can read between the lines). I hope whoever is coming to the rescue comes soon.
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destiney24 is right...take your son and run like hell!!
Penny Webb
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Penny, in my heart I already have. The abuse is what tears me down.
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I know...I was in an abusive relationship, too.....physically abusive...I know what it is to want to leave and not be able to....keep your eyes open..look for your way out...you never know where you might see an opening!!! Sometimes things happen in a very odd way...where and when you least expect it!!
Penny Webb
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