My Wife Has Dicontinued Cuckolding Me, And I Miss And Need It Again!Though we never truly became fully active in the lifestyle, my wife did allow me to watch, film and photograph her while she made love to other better endowed men, then all of a sudden, she stopped doing anything with anyone, including me and that is killing me!
I could never explain what it was like to see my woman for the first time being picked up and thrown down on another mans bed, then having her clothes ripped of her, and proceed to do more than simply "Make Love" to his absolutely huge manhood. The feeling of excitment, gratitude, passion, along with the feelings of total jealousy and sexual worhtlessness! I was in my glory! I became addicted to giving men to my wife right then and there, and for quite some time, I did just that!
Whenever I could get her in that particular mood, she couldn't wait to find her next hung toy to show off with. Then, about 2 years ago, everything changed. Without a single word or reason she stopped doing anything with anyone.
I asked, suggested, pleaded, conspired, planned, offered, all to no avail. From time to time she hints about having fun again, but as soon as I start to get excited, she ends it! I don't know if I will ever again be able to convince her how much we both loved it, but I sure wish I knew how! She is my best friend, she is an awesome lover, she is without a doubt the sexiest woman I have ever seen, yet she wants nothing to do with this lifestyle, or me, and it sucks! She swears she loves me, says she wants to stay with me, it's just as if she lost her desire to have fun with anyone.