Scratched Till I Bled

I have just cut my entire left arm, it's a mess, scars mixed with blood. I hate myself, I want to feel pain due to my chronic depression...
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26-30, M
1 Response Dec 11, 2012

I understand your need to feel pain. I have that same need. As I have often mentioned, my need to feel pain is in the form of punishment from others. I do not understand the psychology of it. Do you get any kind of satisfaction from drawing your own blood?