The CutHere we go. From 5 th grade till 8 th grade i was bulled by my classmates, because i was looking weird, talking weird and had another kind of ideas. They was calling me looser, emo. Sometimes they said me to go to die. They destroied me, my mental health and so on. Now i became scarry to people, im ******* them off. I't just because I have a weird nature of being myself. Actually i knew that people can cut, but I never was thinking about it. Once I was at school and i was angry, and staying in school desk at lessons I took a sharp thing and I made a cut on y hand, my desk mate noticed it and started to shut at me to stop. And I stopped. 1 week ago i went to shop and I bough a knife for cutting paper. In the next day I got angry on my friend and i went home and made 5 little cuts on my arm, just because her. She doesn't know that that cuts i have because of her ignorance on me. Now it became a habit, every time when i get angry I start to make little cuts on my arm. I want to stop it because I know that with time it will get worse and i will want more deep cuts.
paula1147 16-17, F 3 Responses 2 Jan 19, 2013