Its The Only Pain I Can Control

I'm 16 and I try and find little ways to hurt and self-inflict pain. I think the major reason I do it is because its the only pain I can control. I cant control what goes on around me so I do little things like scratch myself till it leaves a mark or cut myself. I normally do it when I get into fights with my mom. Most of the time its because of little things like jealousy, i have a twin sister who I feel gets everything, just because she is dyslexic, and I have to work my butt of for it.

hereisnoid hereisnoid
18-21, F
1 Response Nov 15, 2009

Do you feel like it's bad that you're hurting yourself or not?