Ever since my mom made us move to africa i started cutting myself i feel ugly and stupid my mom has put me in the program for stupid people im not stupid i cut myself everytime i get mad mostly on my wrists. It doesnt hurt i guess the pain from cutting blocks the pain i feel..... i just want to die theres nothing here for me in freakin africa ! I tried to kill myself but it didn t work but noone really knows wat im feeling i have to just wake up nd fake a smile. Im tired . really tired.