'thats Not That Bad'My friends don't help. They see my cuts... Well most of them. Mostly they say 'that's not bad' and I don't think they ever realized how much that ****** me off. It Makes me think they want me to do it. It makes me feel like theyre saying its okay continue doing it. They usually make it worst. Unlike what most people say I don't want attention, I want to feel good or at least better than I feel. When I cut I feel better for a few days or a week but it's never enough. I used to do it on my legs but I recently moved to my arm. I've been trying to stop, whenever I feel like cutting I write, draw, or listen to music. It helps.
EmoCinderella 18-21, F 1 Response 0 May 4, 2012