I Dont Know What To Do

i started cuttig this year ive been thinking about it a long time im scared when my mom goes into my room shell find my blade hidden away. for along time i jsut wrote poems about it i still do but it aint enough to controle my desires i want to dig it in so far i can see nothing any,more fell nothing anymore but i cant we loast my big bro becuises he was cutting and im scared my family will say im just like him
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May 11, 2012