Ruining My Life

I started cutting around 13. I was always picked on about my weight and adhd. I found a razor one day and started cutting. I tried committing suicide too. My parents were always on pills and screaming at me. I moved and things got better. Then when i was 15 i started smoking pot. It was a miracle drug. Eased the occasional depression and helped me gain weight. I smoked for months. Then i quit. I started again about six months ago. Three months later i got expelled for smoking on the bus. I realized i threw my life away. I began cutting again. I must met the most wonderful girl i could ask for. Turns out she cuts too. I cut right before signing up on here. I'm trying to help myself and my girlfriend. I can't lose her. And lately I've been having really bad depression. I just need someone to talk to.
OnceHappy95 OnceHappy95
18-21, M
Nov 27, 2012