I Was Cured Of The Cutting...but It Is Not Over.

a celestial feeling..the feeling of your heart when it is beating...
no, said the boy to the doctor...
i am alright, no thoughts have crossed my mind...
he says you are free to go..
go on and live a life...
but what he forgot to mention..
was that your life would be a lie..
just a fictional story..
a beginning a middle a end..
those people you once knew..
those people you called friends..
abandon, drift, embark, dismember, leave, shut out, dissappear,
all are different ways of saying..
they wont be there!
no...they run as if you are a monster...
a freak...a creature...a mistake of nature...
ha.. almost a laugh from the pit of misery..
because even though you left the hospital...you are still not free...
what must i do to change...me?
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Nov 29, 2012