Running

My story starts when I was 13, my mother had left and took my brother, I felt alone. No one understood, looking for an escape I took one of the most jagged knives(steak knife) and started creating the scars that I have today. I did not do it because it was cool, not because I found blood fascinating, only purely out of wishing for death to come, seven years and I don't want to do it anymore. I want to break free of these selfish actions, the reason why I do are very selfish, it seems because of these I don't deserve to be happy.
IvannaQuinn IvannaQuinn
22-25
1 Response Dec 2, 2012

I have a niece that did that to her self too. She was raised up in a bad environment and having to deal her parents divorce and neither one of them gave her proper love and attention.
Even though she is in a mental institution now from trying to commit suicide several times, I just want her to find happiness and meaning in her life. I love her and accept her always.
Now to you. I think you deserve to be happy and you can be happy.
The best thing I could say for advice is get involve with the community groups. Look at your hobbies and get involve with others. You may not find happiness from your family but you could find it else where with good honest people. Involve yourself with positive thinking from others. It may help.
You can find happiness