I Did It Again..

i feel so stupid right now. id made it so far. i went a little over a month without hurting myself, but last night i just couldn't help the urge, and i cut myself. and instead of cutting my hand where people might see it, i cut the hell out of my knee. i haven't told anyone because i don't want them to be disappointed in me.. but i do know that this wont be the last time.. i know its not possible to do it just once and quit. it'll most likely take me a few weeks to get back into not doing it.
Darkfaint Darkfaint
18-21, F
Dec 13, 2012