What's Wrong With Me?

Why do i do it to myself? I guess just so i can feel the physical pain instead, and i watch the emotional pain bleed out after the blade punctures my skin. I think I may be crazy. One minute I'm fine, but the next I'm with a knife in my hand crying and bloody. Then after I'm only left with the physical pain I look at myself and start to cry again, because I don't know what's going on in my head... and it scares me.
ever85 ever85
18-21, F
1 Response Jan 6, 2013

i feel the exact same way. its like i wrote this, seriously. i know how you feel and i know how much it sucks, im sorry<3. its good to know im not alone in that