It isn't that I don't want to stop, it is that I don't know how to. What am I going to do with all the anger and pain if I do stop. The first time I ever tried to quit I ended up relapsing and cutting the deepest I had ever cut before. So I don't see the point of it. It is not like anything is really trying to make me stop anyway. I have no motivation or inspiration or even a reason to stop.
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Jan 8, 2013