Why Can't I?...

I currently REALLY want to cut...don't ask me why I just really want to feel my blood going down my arm. But for some reason I just...can't. When I feel the first sting of the knife I pull away. It's killing me because I can't do it and I'm crying...Idk what to do anymore
TrappedAbs TrappedAbs
22-25, F
1 Response Jan 14, 2013

Truly.... Cuttin isn't something I want to do, and I've drawn blood from my wrist for about six months. It's not anything I would have chosen to try and feel better if I had ever had to face any other options. Try and find something to calm you down, to comfort you. I always listen to music after I've 'let it flow'. It's makes me forget all the anger and guilt. If you need to talk... Message me.