Me A Cutter

I was the happiest girl ever, I had the best grades possible, I even was student of the year for my grade school graduation. I'm not here to brag about any of these things just simply say who I was. Now I have horrible grades, my panic attacks, my sadness, my anger, my self hatred, hatred against the world, my self harm control me. I don't want them to control me like that. I can't be happy and when I need to feel something or punish myself I cut, I cut and cut and cut and cut. I can't do this anymore.
HarperRA4eva HarperRA4eva
13-15, F
Jan 15, 2013