Why, You Ask?

I let someone hurt me again. And it's at times like these, I yearn for the feel of cold steel against hot flesh... It's akin to going to the gym to throw jabs at a punching bag after a hard day. Sometimes I am my own punching bag. Sometimes it's just that I need a physical release. Sometimes it's to feel things. Sometimes it's to not feel at all. After so much pain you just kind of go numb. Sometimes numb is good. Sometimes it feels like numb is the only thing keeping you alive because if you could feel all of the feelings your body would go into shock and you would die from the pain. Sometimes you wish you would.
almostperfected almostperfected
26-30, F
Jan 16, 2013