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I Cut My Self

Im Done

By: crazybladebabe
Written on January 22nd, 2013
I just want it all to be over
the pain
the crying

im tired of feeling like im not good enough
im tired of trying to make you want me
when clearly you dont
im tired of hoping that one day you could give me a chance

i cant wait until i get home
then i can pull out my favorite knife
and hack away at my stupid ugly skin

i hate my weight
all my stupid scars
my ugly ugly hair
and stupid green eyes
i hate myself

i want to cut
i want to die
By: crazybladebabe
Age: 18-21 , Female
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    ineffable76
    ineffable76

    Im sorry for pain. I understand. I hate my scars. I wish I could will their existence away. And yet, to my core, I wanna make more.

    Jan 24
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      crazybladebabe
      crazybladebabe

      thanks ! message me if you wanna talk.

      Jan 24
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    Biianquiita14
    Biianquiita14

    A group of teenagers and I were seeing and reading your story and really you are skinny, you are a model!! You look great how you are so just dont think that way...

    Jan 24
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    SandyEboy
    SandyEboy

    i also felt the same way 6months ago.... try to fight against your life.... never back down..

    Jan 24
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      crazybladebabe
      crazybladebabe

      thanks message me if you want to talk

      Jan 24
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    Cut12
    Cut12

    I know how u feel I'm 13 and I'm just waiting to die I just want it to be over I'm just building up the strength to do it but I totally want to

    Jan 23
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      crazybladebabe
      crazybladebabe

      im here for you. message me if you want to talk

      Jan 23
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    HyperAngel
    HyperAngel

    I know exactly how you feel.
    I know it seems like there's no other way to get rid of the pain but there is... I haven't found it yet either but I will one day, as will you.

    If you ever need someone to just talk to, message me and i'll answer whenever I can.

    Stay Strong x

    Jan 23
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      crazybladebabe
      crazybladebabe

      message me?

      Jan 23
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