I Cut My Self

To The Bone

By: deleted

Written on January 27th, 2013

I cut to the bone today. My rib actually. Its been a while since ive done that. It helps me though. The pain. Makes it better.. makes the sadness go away.. aykeast for a little while.. then it comes back and worse than before... so I cut again, more and more and deeper and deeper.. I guess I'm waiting for the tine that I cut too deep and bleed to death.. but then again, I need to reach perfection first.. I also starve myself... once I'm perfect, then I can die... I don't wanna die fat and ugly. Or old and ugly either.. why not die beautiful and perfect and young? And escape the rest of the pain you'd have for the rest of ur life?
*Taytay

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draganaeros

Don't die. Dont hurt yourself by bloodshed. Talk to me.

Jan 27
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- draganaeros
  One waste of good blood. Two waste of the life spark. Three it hurts others. And four...perfection is all in how you look at it.
  
  Jan 27
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- draganaeros
  Then why does it make me hurt inside tohear you speak so? If you are worthless why were you born? Why do you feel pain? Because you are a life and that always has value to someone.
  
  Jan 27
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- draganaeros
  Don't have to know you to feel pain for you. Never said anything about God or a plan for you. All I'm doing is being honest and offering you things to think on. And you can call me caring anything you want. Doesnt effect me. If iwanted to i could silence myself right now. But i won't you posted here you wanted someone to listen understand and care. So the ball is now in your court taylor louise.
  
  Jan 27
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- draganaeros
  Im not criticizing. And i couldnt fix you even if i wanted to. Hell i used to cut as well. It just hurts to see people in pain so i try to show them the world through other eyes. Eyes where their minds and hearts can evolve. Is it wrong for me to want to make someone in pain like you smile?
  
  Jan 27
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- draganaeros
  Its ok its just. Ive lived a life of being the unwanted and demeaned one. Where life lost all value. Then i realized value is always changing its not who you are today but what you do tommorow that is of worth. And all women hold greater value. For they create the world of tommorow and theday after.
  
  Jan 27
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- draganaeros
  Just because life is hell now doesn't mean you can't change that.
  
  Jan 27
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- draganaeros
  Alright anyways I'll quit bugging you.
  
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