Someone Accidently Saw

This has never happened before.

The guy asked how my arm got all scratched up. I had cut my upper arm and the sleeve of my T-shirt rode up to reveal the cuts.

I thought he was asking about scars, not scratches, and assumed he was asking about the scars on my forearms.(which were from me scratching them when I used to not cut)

I said it was a rope swing accident, and kinda chuckled. He looked confused, so I explained and turned around.

My friend who knew I cut said "Oh yeah right." sarcastically. I ignored him, and looked down and noticed my cuts were showing.

I quietly panicked and texted the friend who knew and asked if the guy was asking about my upper or lower arm.

He replied saying upper.

 

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The guy never asked again, if he does I'll go with saying ohhh I thought you were asking about my lower arm, I scratched my upper arm jumping a fence blah blah blah and so on.

 

I need to be more careful, and I hope that guy doesn't suspect I harm myself. Although theres a good chance he does. :/

otter3 otter3
18-21, F
3 Responses Mar 1, 2010

I've only told one person i cut. my best friend. I told him I stopped, and then one night, i broke down and had to cut.I told him, saying I was sorry for breaking. He was really disappointed. I still cut, and he doesn't know it. It's easier in the summer now that I don't see him often. He also understands what I'm going through. I now wear a wrap around my arm, and say i have a gash from cutting fish. <br />
(since we have a pond and fish a lot). Everyone seems to buy it. <br />
Be careful with what you do. Good luck. <br />
--HN

When I cut I told my two best mates and then we had a fight. They told everyone and they said i was mentally sick. Even the teachers. They all want me to get help. They don't know what it's like, how i felt.

I had an experience like that... it was horrible