If I Feel Pain Then Im Alive

I see myself in the miror but i dont know if this is my or not i touch and feel everyting but i might be lying to myself. But when i take that knife and it pearsis my skin then i begin to breath and feel the warm bload touches my skin Then the emptynes in my soul disapears and for the first time in a while i realy feel alive.
BlackDame BlackDame
18-21, T
2 Responses Jul 2, 2012

I used to get the same sort of feeling.. xXx

i understand what you mean. i have no support and i feel like i am facing the world with tears in my eyes, cuts on my arm, and a fake smile. the only relief i get is from cutting but its short lived.