Scars

One moment of weekness... and I am scared for life. My body was beautiful and pure, and since my depression, I have defialed it. 30-40 scars I have on my body, 30/40 moments of weekness. Looking at them, feeling them, I feel defeated. But I look at my naked skin and think, that was a success. All things are impermanent and ever changing, in my moments of weakness I have to remember that my pain will end, and scarring my body will do nothing to bemefit me...

one moment, one slice, one scar forever.
kateegirl kateegirl
22-25, F
4 Responses May 22, 2012

In stead of cutting, have you ever thought about pain from a good spanking? There is intensity, pain and if given a good adult spanking, there this feelings for possibly a couple of days. If the spanking is done properly, your bottom will be red but no blood, or scars. the thoughts of a spanking can help with releases of different types.

I cut to. I have cut for a long time. I have alot of scars.. I have a story on my profile. Im trying to stop cutting now. Cause scars r forever, u cant erase them.

I cut to. I have cut for a long time. I have alot of scars.. I have a story on my profile. Im trying to stop cutting now. Cause scars r forever, u cant erase them.

God gave you a gift of a thinking body. takecare of it as you are meant to do better things in life.