Vent And Stuff...

Cutting is addictive. I know that now. I was clean for a few months but I've started again. And this time I don't think I will be able to stop. I hate this feeling of depression. I hate living like this if it can even be called living. I want out of this body. I want to be free. I hate my scars buti love them at the same time. I don't want my dad to be disappointed in me again for being weak when he thought I was better. I can't take my own thoughts inside my head!
Silverstonethewolf Silverstonethewolf 18-21, F Dec 17, 2012

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