Hi, i am 17 years old and this is how it all began. In grade 5, i was such a great kid. great grades, great friends and just such a good girl. i had tons of pimples and freakles though, and i was a ginger. i wore foundation so i would look pretty. some guys liked me and some didnt because of my hair, but they didnt make fun of me. one day a guy that i knew since SK asked me out and i said yes, i told my mom and dad, they let me date him but not kiss or anything, just like hangout and hold hands.i was still a good girl and stuff.me and that boy went on till grade 6. in grade six i went to his house and he told me is parents were home, they werent. we kissed and hey tried to take off my shirt and i said no were only 12 and hey did i tried to run off but he took out a knife so i stayed, i lost my virginity. then he dumped me. i began totally depressed , i thought i loved him, i didnt. i cut, but not a big deal i didnt bleed that much , i just used a pin. in grade 7 i moved to a high school 7/8 program. the high school students bullied me about my hair till i cried and cut with a knife and rasor blade and i died my hair black and blonde and a whole bunch of different colors i got into drugs, people didnt make fun of me for my hair anymore , they called me a **** and ***** and made fun of me for cutting, its been the same ever since.