Nobody Knows

I haven't told anyone.
It's my secret.
I run to my bed room and cut when I feel overwhelmed.
I take safety pins, needles, pins and dig at my finger tips and palms.
The cuts (or maybe digging?) takes all my worries away.
I have to keep peroxide and bandages in my room to insure I don't get infected.
and so no one will notice my wounds.
I feel so ashamed of what I do.
Even if I only do it on occasion.
I feel like I should tell someone.
but I know that I cant.
Nobody knows.
But me and my needles.
BlackTattooedEverything BlackTattooedEverything
13-15, F
Jan 13, 2013