A Distraction

By causing myself physical pain I felt like it would get rid of or at least distract me from the emotional pain that I was feeling at that particular time.

BleedingMascara BleedingMascara
18-21, F
3 Responses Mar 3, 2008

in stead of cutting i grab ice blocks and hold them to my skin till it feels like its burning. it hurts but doesnt leave scars.
give it a try
stay strong

Me too. i've got 12 scars and one which i've had for a few months, the scar was so deep i couldn't hide it and my parents found out. Sometimes i really want to start again.

All cutting urself does is take the pain away for that moment in it feels good but it does not stay like that for the day i cut myself every so often just to keep that like relieving feeling u know also i use rubber bands