Just Happened

Its 2:00 in the morning and all my thoughts are flooding my head. Thinking is dangerous. All my pain came out and the girl i love told me she didnt love me. Wouldnt you cut? it was the answer
izzy101 izzy101
18-21, M
8 Responses Jul 21, 2010

honestly, i know exactly how you feel. the same exact thing happened to me. i cut too.

theres no reason to do tht just let everything go and try not to think of things

No there's no hope for me. I'm a loser and cutting is the only thing I have left

When a guy I was deeply in love with said he didn't want to be with me cutting was the first thing I did when I came home. Everything felt so hopeless and out of my control because it was. I couldn't make him love me and I couldn't stop the pain in my heart. When cutting wasn't enough later that week I almost died from taking 2 boxes of sleeping pills. That was almost 5 years ago. I am doing so much better now and see that even though cutting felt like the answer at the time it really wasn't. Try and find someone you can talk to. Family, friends, or counseling. Its going to take time before your heart can heal, but that doesn't mean it won't. I hope you start to feel better soon and if you need to talk message me.

I have no joy in life. Just pain and suffering

I cut for the Joy...not the Tears !!

The girl I loved and still love told me she didn't love me anymore as well. so I cut. I cant cry about it instead I bleed

There is never an Answer...Only the Next Time...