Any Help

When I was a young girl i was molested by my uncle. My parents were on hard drugs and didn't care for me. This really screwed up my life. I was molested- just writing that word gives me the shivers- but I was molested by from 2 years old to 12 years old. I am now 18 and I'm still not recovered from this event. I started cutting last year and it's taking a toll on my life. My boyfriend is threatening to break up with me if I don't stop... I have so much feelings of guilt and I feel like it's my fault, if only I could change something about myself or done something different this would never had happened.
KelsieGrace KelsieGrace
18-21, F
1 Response Aug 1, 2010

Its terrible that things like this happen to children! I think its messed up that your boyfriend would use this as a reason to break up with you. You need support, not threats. Stop feeling guilty, its not your fault. *hugs* You should seek counselling so you can learn how to get rid of these feelings of guilt and stop cutting.