The Painful Reminders

I did SI in 6th grade. My boyfriend left me and I couldn't deal with it any longer, but I stopped for a little bit thinking that I was doing better and I didn't want anyone to take notice. Then I met another boy and I love him with every part of the soul, but he cheated on me. Thats when I started back up again, and it's worse than ever. Way deeper than what I originally did, and it left scars. Now I'm still griving, but I have scars all along my arms and waist. I wish I could stop again, but it helps me get rid of the pain from him, even for a little while.
Rattlehead30 Rattlehead30
May 7, 2012