Is It An Addiction?

No, I haven't started yet, but I've been thinking about it... ALOT.

My parents divorced when I was 6, and when I was 8, I started thinking about it.

Now, both my parents are married and I'm currently 13.

My step-mom, named Kinna, is always putting me down and making me feel like everything I do is wrong.

My dad, he doesn't do anything. He just walks out of the room to go and talk to my brother.

Every time I ask him, or talk to him about it, he just brushes it off and blames it on bills. 

My friends don't even want to go over there because their so uncomfortable.

My mom and step-dad always tell me to stand up for my self, I did once, and I ended up getting grounded.

I wouldn't want to do it again without my brother there, I'm to timid.

I think today's the day that I start to cut.

I've heard it helps relieve your stress and emotions. 

I hope it works for me... wish me luck
cutekylie28 cutekylie28
18-21, F
May 9, 2012