Well, I Cut.

I've cut for maybe just half a year. I have around 20 cuts, most of them on my ankles. I'm just ugly and annoying and I hardly have any real friends. I wish I was dead, but I really don't... Ya know?. I found out last night that my best friend cuts too. I know two other friends of mine cut. I don't know why I do it. I just feel better. Im depressed. I just need a hug sometimes. But theres nobody there to give me one. I'm 13 years old. I'm a girl. I don't know if this is normal. I already have scars, so I don't see the point in stopping anymore. I want somebody to talk to. I'm sorry for posting this. I'm sorry to all my peers for having to look at me every day. I really am.
AbbyRobot AbbyRobot
13-15
2 Responses May 17, 2012

i cut myself. ive been doin it since 6 grade. im a freshman now. I cut on my arms because i get mad or sad and it just helps me get through it. But i recently told one of my teachers that i trust and he is helping me alone with the school consular. its okay if u dont want to tell some it took me 3 years to do so. But i heard the older u get the more u cut and the deeper it gets. if u dont want to tell anyone im here for u even though u dont know me.

I'm 13 and I use to cut my wrist covered in scars but u know i realized ppl do love me I broke up with my bf and the depression got wors and the cuts deeper but by some miracle I stopped and I'm happier....... I still think about it but I just always think is it really worth it r these scars actually helping? I use to think they did....... if u evr need to talk im here for u.........