One Last Time

I keep telling myself that.... I'm lying and I know it. It's ironic, having to feel pain to numb the pain, having to hurt yourself to stay in control. It's one thing I can control, almost the only thing I can control. It's an addiction people don't understand , whenever you need it , it's there for you... The razor .... The cut .... The feeling that maybe.... just maybe we can control ourselves ....we can control who we are . Nobody will know though... you can't tell them, they wouldn't understand, but the truth is we are all crazy, but we found a way to hide it.
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18-21, F
Sep 23, 2012