Alone

This is how it started, I graduated high school and lost all of my friends I felt so alone and I got really depressed, I started cutting, then I got help, then I got a job and made new friends. But like always my friends end up leaving me for some reason or another. And here I am again cutting after months of not doing it. I just feel so alone. I don't live in a populated area at all. I've never had a bf but there's this guy at work I like but I know he's straight so I know he'll never like me the way I like him and that just makes me feel even worse. My family doesn't seem to care unless I do something wrong and I have no one to talk to about anything. It's just me, myself, and I. And i hate myself.
Damagedgoods20 Damagedgoods20
18-21, M
Jan 8, 2013