I Enjoy It

i hit a depression
i feel like everything is going wrong in my life
sometimes i feel like i have no one to talk to
everyone i care about forgets about me
i feel like my friends dont care
my family has dropped me
i just cut until i realize its pain i feel
my heart hurts more than the cutting , so i stop
when my heart stops
i want to stop
but nobody listens to me
so i hide in a huge mess
and i bottle everything up
and i pretend like i dont exist
i dont expect people to care about me
im sorry i live sometimes
lucytaiatu lucytaiatu
18-21, F
Jan 19, 2013