Six Years

i started cutting in the eighth grade and i've been cutting for six years; off and on. i stopped cutting for about two years until recently. life is so overwhelming sometimes that it just feels like the right thing to do. from time to time i cut even when i don't feel down, just to get the feeling i get from it. i know its not a good thing to do, but its what i do, and one of the very few things in life that i can actually control. i have a good enough control over it that its not a problem, the only person who has ever known about it is my current boyfriend, but i wish he didn't. i like to have my own private something that is just mine and i can do it or not do it whenever i choose.

fuckkit fuckkit
18-21, F
Feb 12, 2009