Why?why?why?

I started cutting at the beginning of last year... Never too deep, never enough to leave a scar. Currently, im 14 years old, and dealing with depression. I havent talked to anyone about it... I almost feel like its something i need to figure out on my own. Please dont tell me i need to talk to someone... I know i do, but i cant. I cant stop cutting... Ive tryed but i cant. Why?

I cut because I'm irritated

I cut because I'm stressed

I cut because I'm alone

I cut because I hate

I cut because I'm trapped

I cut because I'm angry

I cut because I need a way out

I cut because I need someone to love me

I cut because I feel useless

I cut because I need to escape

I cut because I'm insecure

I cut because I'm a coward

I cut because I cant handle my emotions

I cut because i want to be myself again

 

Thats why.

 

musicforlife musicforlife
13-15, F
Feb 19, 2010