Nothing To Talk About.
I've been to a few parties, and invited to several more, but when I get there I'm the quiet one. I used to try to talk to people, but I just never know what to say or how to talk to them. I do so much better one on one with a close friend or two than in a large group where everyone is doing their own thing. I've tried drinking to help, like most people at parties do, but I hate alcohal and the amount I need to drink to be more social is just too much of a downside. I also have tried being stoned off my ***, but when around a large group I shut down and zone out. I get way to paranoid about what others will think of me so I just keep quiet. And now I find it more fun just to stay home, though I'd prefer having one really close friend to chill with almost every day.