I say the weirdest things

I had another weird statement today.. I said aloud I hate my boyfriend.. something else about boyfriend.. I don't have one.. what's worse is that I kept saying that statement (feels like a deja vu) to justify something.. my embarrassment at being alone I think.. or I was just saying that to cover up my embarrassing random actions.. no idea.. but I know that I was nervous..
I think I should Kick the habit of saying things out loud in public.. or to my computer which is sometimes in public.. ;p Other than that I seemed to be normal.. oh yeah that statement sometimes come out because I daydream of having a boyfriend(-_-;) I so need a life..
amejad amejad
22-25, F
Jul 14, 2010