I Have Lost My Sister and My Father.
I lost my sister almost a year and a half ago, she died of an accidental overdose/ mixed medication interaction. She was 27 years old. I have a hard time dealing with this, She has always been part of my life since she is/was my older sister. I'm learning how to live life with out her.
My father died in 2002, I had just started being 'ok' with his death and handling that well ( i thought) at the time my sister died, I feel even more lost than ever before.
My brother and mother are not on speaking terms at all. My brother has actually disowned our mother.
I have lost my entire family life that I grew up with. It is devastating.
I still talk to both my mother and brother and am very close with them, (more close with my mother, who is raising my sister's son) though I can't bring up the other person to them so its very hard to cope with all of this.
I feel like my life took a wrong turn on a ****** one way street, how do I come back from all this trauma.