Yea, I can live without an intimate relationship. I've been intimate before (unofficially) and it was weird. I felt like I wasn't "myself". I really want to be single for life and happy. But, my gut wants me to upset me and make me long for love. I want to live my life without a relationship and be 100% happy about it. Looking for a guy with a low or non-existent libido that sees me as a woman is near impossible.