Love Exist...its Just Really Hard To Find

There are 7 billion plus people in this world, realistically you meet about 1.1 million people in your life, you date about 35 different people by the time your 25 and still singled, what is the point, why is it that the great guys who never do anything wrong, are always the last to find happiness, or miss out on it, why do we feel hurt when someone else messes up and leaves us to pick up our broken hearts shattered in pieces, I don't really get it, I more so hate everything this life has offered me and so much more...death is easy, living is hard. Yet all I can do is sit here and complain when I know there are other people out there that have it far worst then myself...but it's just how I am, I care to much to really give up, it will happen, just the waiting, the waiting, the ever so long waiting is almost unbearable to stand...when will I find love, how, where, what, why does it consume my thoughts and dreams...it exist, just really hard to find.
1986Scott 1986Scott
22-25, M
Sep 11, 2012