I Really Wanted To Say That Felt The Same

I still remember it like it was yesterday and the pain is still the same but still, a couple of years ago I was with my classmates in a get together we had, it just so happens that when I am walking by, minding my own business some of them started to whisper one another ,I ask around what was going on and some of them told me that they found out that one of the girls in the group had a crush on somebody. Turns out that nobody knew that I had a deep crush for that girl for as long as I can remember. I ask in the whispering group about it and the girl was there and when I ask, they all either ignored, chuckled, or looked away including her. Later that day I was sitting near her with two other guys, those two guys started to joke about where that girls boyfriend lived (I didn't even knew she had a boyfriend), the girl was so embarrassed as the two guys went on, however when she said that it wasn't true one of them said ''then why don't you ask him since he is in front of you'', I could not believe what I heard and the both of us just stared at each other, a brief and awkward silence passed as I very stupidly looked away, to be completely honest I froze up I had no idea how to react let alone say, the girl that I had a huge crush on felt the same way I had no idea what to do, she did nothing as well. After that nothing happened and nobody said anything to me or nothing, years passed and I still wonder if the event was a joke, however some part of me tells me the event was very true and that one and true moment was my only chance of a beautiful and honest girl since we were friends before that, and that is how I started to really like her. I regretted that moment for the rest of my life. I ask of you readers what is your opinion on the matter, was what happen a joke in part of the group?, did she really liked me on your perspective and is there some chance that I can tell her how I feel even though years have passed since then or should I move on and let it go as something that happen and didn't act accordingly? I hope you like the story and learned something from it, don't let a one in a life time opportunities like mine go to waste, think well and follow your heart because you will see those moment will never return and you'll be glad you didn't let it pass. Well readers I hope to hear your opinions.
Leingod189 Leingod189
18-21, M
3 Responses Jul 18, 2010

Dude, it's ok. let it go and learn from what happened. If she didn't brush off the comment from the boy who told her to ask you out, that means she was too shy to ask you herself. Maybe you should just send her an anonymous message or something. Does she have a form spring?

Dude, it's ok. let it go and learn from what happened. If she didn't brush off the comment from the boy who told her to ask you out, that means she was too shy to ask you herself. Maybe you should just send her an anonymous message or something. Does she have a form spring?

Wow, thats tough. I think she did by what you said. You are young so I would say ask her about it. I never could but thats my advise.