I Did Something I Regret
Ok so this girl who has been verbally abusing me through email really annoyed me today so I replied to end things. After sorting out 1 problem she mentioned that she had some horrible illness and didn't need sympathy vote I replied that I understand as going through the same and that she didn't know me and I have enough problems.
My problem is that I don't have the same illness as her (hers is much worse) and I am going through stages of eliminating what mine could be. I don't know why I wrote it as I ment it as yeah I'm going through a bad time and know how you feel not I am going through the same. Now I feel awful and think that when I get my results on friday they will come back to haunt me from what I said. But it's not like I can email her to say 'sorry I didn't mean it like that I ment this' as we are not friends and she hates me. It would be wierd but i feel so guilty.
Am I a bad person?