I have lost some weight over the past year or two, and last night I was looking back at some emails I wrote to myself about how awful I felt about myself in the past. I have an email where I took pictures of myself in the mirror at the beginning, back when I was chubby, and I guess I just got carried a little overboard about how proud I was and showed my dad one of the pictures gushing, "Look how chubby I used to be!" and my dad was like, "Why were you taking those kinds of pictures? Did you have body image issues?" and I was like "No.." and I honestly wish I had just never done it like I feel so stupid and not sure why I thought it wouldn't be awkward or weird. I wanted to crawl under a rock.
kaynoel116 kaynoel116
18-21, F
Aug 17, 2014