Even I Can't Take Me Seriously...

When I get angry I start calling people *** camels or something else random I've come up with at the time. No one in the world can take me seriously when I'm going off like that, not even myself! It's frustrating, and makes me want to cry a little bit. A friend once told me I shouldn't let things bother me so much, but they do, and when I push them out of the way they just build up. I guess until I burst, but even when I'm bursting I am all hysterical.