I Know.

I was your best friend, and you were mine. I felt like I could tell you anything and that we'd always be together, and it really did seem that way. We had so much fun every day, and when I realized I loved you I didn't want to ruin our friendship. Then I moved away. I was really worried about what this would do to our relationship. I was also worried that with me gone you'd find someone else. One day out of the blue you told me you loved me. I wasn't expecting it and it made me so happy. I was very excited for the next time I came to visit which was soon. When the day came to finally see me again you blew me off because you had a date. I asked you about it later and you told me that you didn't love me in the fist place. You were just hoping we could "do stuff". Turns out you were just trying to use me, but when a solid offer came around you just dropped me. I was upset that I was losing my best friend, Yes it hurt that you didn't want me, but it hurt more that I was going to lose all of you. I haven't talked to you in a year and I'm keeping it that way.
talkinggoats talkinggoats
18-21, F
2 Responses Aug 4, 2010

Thank you =)

I'm proud of you for letting them go. Why put all of your energy into someone who won't give anything back? There are billions of people in this world... most of them would be a perfect match for a new best friend or even a companion. Hope you find what you are looking for, but don't forget to give people chances and if it doesn't work out at least you know you tried and had that experience so you know what you want next time (: