I Didn't Wait...and I'm Not Sorry!
I was 14 years old and in high school, grade 10. Brian was 16 years old and in grade 12. I actually worked with him at a restaurant before I started into the same high school he was already attending and I had the biggest crush on him from day one! I was thrilled that he noticed and flirted with me but was jealous too because he also flirted with Michelle, another girl at work who I thought was cuter and much more outoging than I was. It wasn't until the first dance at high school when I was waiting for another guy who had asked me to the dance, at the edge of the dance floor unsure if he was even going to show up, that Brian approached me and asked me to dance. I was thrilled! We clicked right from the first second we wrapped our arms around each other and started moving to the music. From that night on, we were a couple and you never saw one of us without the other. We become close fast and we knew we would be together forever. Then finally, one night when we were alone at his house, down in the basement family room, that we were laying on the couch, kissing and cuddling as we often did, but this time neither of us pulled away or stopped. Soon we were both undressed and more aroused than we had ever been and it was just like we both knew that we both wanted to keep going, to share both our first times together. We had already expressed our feelings of love to each other, we had often touched and fondled each other but this was our first time together, totally naked and both ready for the next step in our relationship. Together we fumbled and showed one another and eventually found our way to making love. Of course, once he was inside me, after so much time and being so excited, he didn't last long but it was long enough to confirm the loss of my virginity. For me, there was no pain though no real big thrill and certainly no ******, but the fact that I just confirmed my love to the only guy I had ever loved was enough for me. He came and then he pulled me down on him and held me for a long time. He asked me if I was okay and after I told him I was, I remember he sighed and whispered that he loved me. We layed there together like that for a long time and then got dressed together stopping for kisses each time our eyes met. I don't remember anything else about that night but we spent three wonderful years together...he was my highschool sweetheart and I never once regretted giving him my virginity or sharing my first time with him. Even today, when I look back, I look back fondly on my time spent with Brian and can still feel the love I felt that night.